...mOmEn+s oF LiFe...

2005-08-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

so many things happened this few days...hais...so much so that i lost for words..i really hate sch sch..or shld i sae i hate studying??!!!!!at times, i juz feel like giving up..i know tt im not the studious type..as in, ppl in rjc..they're juz born to be intelligent ppl.and that wif a little effort(but i think most ppl there are intelligent+hardworking)..they can get good grades..why am i not born like that?im born stupid and lazy..sigh~~~~i did study for my maths test..but what happeneD?!!!!it's useless..a few months ago,2 of my classmates are rather weak in their work..becoz they're lazy..but now..wif a little effort..they're improving..but..i'm not!!!i wonder how im gona sit for my promos..ytd, i had a chat wif luyi.yah..she told me to be optimistic..but how can i?wif things going on like tt..i can't survive.help me pls!!!!!!

btw..my project work group is in trouble too..i can sense that there'll be some arguements arising soon..my life is in a total mess!!!juz like the mess in my room....arg!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-10T15:11:00.000+08:00

i know i've posted two entries today..but if i don't post today..i do not know when will i be free to blog again..hehe..
我想试用华文来写,希望这能提高我华文的水准吧.哈哈!首先,昨晚我去了国庆庆典,好玩及了!!我和燕情本来没那么兴奋的.可是当我们看到羽峰和佳薇时,我们两更是开心得快要崩溃了你们知道吗,那种感觉简直是非笔墨所能形容的.哈哈.他们既能在几万个人当中看到我们,这算是一种缘分吗?哈哈.我又要疯了,怎么办??啊!!!救命!!!

2005-08-10T13:37:00.000+08:00

all jiemei's fault..she asked me to blog..so i've got no choice..haha..anyway..mon evening..met up wif my two lovely frens..hehe...lu lu and mei mei?whahahaha....yah..we enjoyed ourselves alot!we had dinner at cartel..and again..we took such a long time to decide wad food to eat and such..wahhaha..but tt's us..lol..after that..we went to marina square...walked ard..but we were dead tired..haha..i can't recall much though..coz my brain was'nt functioning as per normal..haha..due to fatigue!!(i catch only 4 hrs of sleep?)but still..we had lots of fun..and i was laughing in e train..for nth i guess..wahahah..jiemei..beware of e aunty alright!

(for more detailed info..pls refer to jiemei's blog..http://lovelystars88.blogspot.com/)hahaha

2005-07-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

heys ppl..im back from obs!!!!hehe...i shall sae tt it's a fruitful trip..as in, i learnt many things and made many friends!!
Day 1
all of us waited anxiously at e punggol jetty and wondered when will it be our turn to board the boat..haha...and finally, we got into a boat lah..all of us chatted happily on e boat and we reached obs camp 2 in less den 15 mins i think..lol..soon, we were seperated from our class..hais..tt's e bad thing...only me,amelia,shihui,xuanyu, kelvin and shanmugah were in e same grp (raleigh--it rocks!!!!).initially, most of us were unhappy abt e grouping..when we first saw our grp member..we were kinda taken aback..coz there's some weird ppl lah..haha..after tt, we were introduced to our instructors..yah..we got hiap luh..he's so handsome!!!hahaha...after those briefings and packing, we started our first activity which is e rope game..it was'nt easy as we were in diff class and thus, unable to communicate effectively.somehow, we managed to finish e game..but we realised that hiap luh's face was so black..can't he smile a little??!!after this game, we proceeded to kayaking!!my partner was xuanyu..lol..we had great fun!!!!the pairing goes like this..shihui and kelvin, and amelia wif shanmugah.haha..the most hilarious part was tt when we gather ard hiap luh, sham and amelia was not there yet.den when they came nearer to us..they juz kayak past us!!!!hahaha..den we were like "bye"..hahahahah...really really funny..shi hui and kelvin was'nt tt good either..haha..they were going zic zac all the way..lol..xuan yu and me pratically laughed thr'out the whole session.we were taught how to capsize blah blah blah..it's really fun!anyway, we did not have dinner together wif the rest of 105..haha.instead, we cooked our own meal..=D not bad lah..we discovered a method to cook delicious noodles..hehe..yum yum~

Day 2
our tent nearly collasped!!!haha..and e rain made it even worser..haha..we haf to hold e tent to sleep..imagine how bad it is?!haha..and water leaked in loe..and we squeezed in the middle of e tent to sleep.mrs lim came to visit us..and guess wad..she brought chocolates for us!!!haha..so touched!after meeting our instructor, we began our land expedition..we have to carry our super duper heavy to our next campsite..it's so tough...we kept going e wrong way..making us so frustrated and e way hiap luh acted, it made it worse.we were trying so hard to find the way..and he, being our instructor, juz sat there and did nth to help us..we hate him to the core at tt moment..lol..but still, we managed to reach our next campsite.we did some massaging for each other..haha..cool!after tt, some helped to pitch tents while e rest did e cooking.we simply juz gobbled down..imgaine how hungry we weRe?lol..and we started e "settle" thing..haha..e guys always said"i wanna go settle lei".haha..den i replied"come..let's go together"and we will start laughing..haha..our tent was beta this time..we played some game after dinner..it was great!at least, we sat together as a watch to play games.

Day 3
it was a horrible start..!!we realised that e ants invaded our tent and backpacks..!!!most of e ants were attracted to e food while some to socks???, clothes etc.haha..and we threw away quite alot of food.after briefing, we begin our sea expedition!!we haf to kayak all the way to camp 1, it's super far..took us abt 6 hrs to reach our camp site..this activity had e greatest impact on me..we have to kayak in the sea and swampy areas.when xuanyu and me first boarded e kayak,we knew tt something was not quite right.we could not really actually control it..haha..and yah..as we started kayaking, we were going zic zac..haha..juz like shihui and kelvin.when we reached e swampy area..it's beyond one's imagination!!!we have to carry our kayak over a muddy area and den continue..it was so tough.and when we were in e water..hiap luh threw mud at us..great isn't it?haha..and our kayak was full or mud..also..we kept going into the bushes..!!!arg!!!!!spiders~~~hahaha...we were so afraid of it loe..haha..soon, we lagged behind e others and we had to go thr another obstacle.to carry our kayaks into the water(again) but this time, it's so much easier.however, e water was so dirty!!!xuanyu and me was so sian lah....and we kept quiet during tt period of time..haha..however, after entering the sea, we were much more motivated..but still..we were unable to control e kayak and there we go..zic zac-ing all the way..haha..and we were the last..we encouraged and pushed each other..and finally, there's miracle..hahaha...we were e first to reach there!!!so proud of it!!hahaha..now i realised that impossible is NOTHING!as long as u try ur very best!!anyway..camp 1 was so much beata den camp 2.dinner was provided..and it was delicious!!haha~~we built e tents within 20 mins...yeah!tt's and achievement..hehe..

Day 4
how time flies..it's already day 4..whoo~ anyway..began e day with buidling raft..initially, before the raft was built, there was lots of arguments..whether e raft will sink or float..yah..but finally, we make up our mind and try out..i've learnt something~ work out to find if ur idea works..no point pondering whether if it's gona work or fail..yeaps!at last, we built our raft and it worked!we went to e quarry..wah..e water was so clean!!!though it's not crystal clear..but still, it's much better den e sea..salty water..yuckS!!haha..e whole process was good..hehe..after that, we had rock climbing..it was fabulous!!!!hahaa..we learnt to relay and stuff..haha..i nearly lost my finger while belaying tt botak..luckily, hiap luh rescue me on tme..wahhaha..sad thing was that, i did not complete e climb..hais..but anyway..i'll complete it when i try it next time..i will!!!haha..next, we had our lunch and i was appointed e IC for e day..i was sUPEr stressed up..for goodness sake..our watch was always late..thus, i've to run abt to look for hiap luh to inform him..but to no avail..i can't get him!!aiyoh..i was so afraid that he'll scold me..fortunately..he did'nt..haha..e activities for e noon were equally as fun!!had flying fox..at e beginning..i was so afraid..haha..abt 9 storeys high!!however..juz one word to describe it!!shiok!!hahaha..at e top..hiap luh kept on disturbing me lah..crazy!!haha..soon..night fell again..something horrible happened..hais..both shihui and me (both of us were ICs) got accused for sth..hais..dun feel like saying it..coz i dun wan anyway bad memories at obs!yah..anyway..thnx hiap luh..for ur patience and advices..anyway..after tt incident, we went back to our campsite..e 3 of us, shaniz , kelvin and some 105 guys were crapping thr'out e night..haha..not thr'out though..kelvin slept e earliest..we lied on e ground and guess what we did?star gazing!!!e sky was so beautiful...ard 3 plus in e morning..we were tired..and boom!off to bed..haha..

day 5
day 5 was e best!!!we were bonded as a watch..it's weird lah..hais..y can't we get closer like during day 2 or 3?y wait till today?anyway..we played some games..went to souvenier shop..i bought to shirts..hehe...and i left abt 5 buckS?lol..and yanqing asked me to buy one for her..leaving me with no choice..i approached samantha to ask her to buy for yanqing..yeaps~we ended our wonderful camp wif chicken rice!!!wahaha...

overall, e camp was indeed an eye opener, i would regret if i nv attend this camp.it enabled me to know more learns, learn new things as well as gain some experiences.i wanna go back again!!!!!i think i fall in love wif nature..haha..fabulous camp~!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

wOo!!!!OBS tml...hehe..i'm feeling so excited!!!!haha..will be back on friday!!!5 days outside.!!!arg..kinda scary lah..but i guess it'll be fun..as well as suffering??not able to bath for like 3 days?omg!!!!and yah...im damn unlucky..having tt at this time..wth!!!haha..but who cares?i'm still going into water..hehe...=D anyway..went to cwp to meet my aunt and cousin juz now..phew!shopping~~~~~haha..bought lots of things..e feeling's great!haha..ok..i wanna go enjoy on my cosy bed for e last night..haha...tc everyone!!!!

2005-07-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

shall be a quick one..yah..tt mario/sami wanted us to hand in our EoMs and WR first draft by tml!he took donkey years to mark our EoM, i wonder how long will he take to mark our 2500-3000 words WR?he's so inefficient and yet, he puts the blame on us.saying tt we're slow or wadeva shit.this is his fav. phrase"hello, i've got 60 students".omg!it's like soOOoO???wad's e big deal?every teacher has abt 60 students.mrs liau returns our PI the day after we handed in loe..why can't he do tt??!!!he suffers..but we suffered more!!!!i can't stand it lah.and we've to endure his super duper speech every gp lesson.help!!!!btw..there's another irritating teacher tt i must mention.she's one of my chem club's teacher-in-charge..she's really a B****!!!arg!!!!!can't stand her lah..when we're doing our experiments, we asked so many qns as though she's not a chem teacher.anyway..she juz came back from her maternity leave.dun come back if u're not ready!!!she tot she's tt smart lah..asking e lab tech. to do e experiment for her.it's not as though we nv do tt experiment b4..and yet..she asked us to watch e lab tech do..wth!!!!

anyhow..i juz came home..and a fun time with my pw members!!love them all!hahas..and we can't stop e moustache thing..haha..and whenever i saw a man wif thick moustache..i'll break into fits of laughter..haha.!!

2005-07-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

whenever i feel stress, i'll itch!everywhere..!!hais..my leg is so itchy now..i know this is some kind of xin li zuo yong..but i can't stop it!!!!arg..anyway..im doing my EoM once again..i knew that my first draft would be rejected..hais..isn't this always the case?i mean since when i've got good luck?juz like today..i bought a pair of shoes..yah..finally..but i did'nt buy desire pair of shoes. although i saw a few that is to my liking,it is either too narrow for my feet to be fitted in, or no more size!!!!!arg..again!!!!haax..anyway..gotta go now..if not e curly black moustache will haunt me when im sleeping~

2005-07-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

ok..im here to vent my frustration again..i think this place has officially been a place for letting out my frustration and anger..haha..nevertheless, also a place for me to share my happiness.arg!!!i'm sourcing for materials again!!EoM~hais..(my grp member cass1 and siyin got their EoM rejected)so, shaniz(my other grp member) and me are trying to search some sources for em..at least they can show sth to tt curly hair guy..haha..he's a good chap actually,just tt his lessons are REAL boring..and i mean it!!he can practically talk for 2 long hours?most of us are dozing off or dreaming away..can u imagine how dead e class is?i think this is far worse off then econs tut.y must he come to our sch?y can't he juz remain in LTA since he's so happy working there?y make our lives so miserable?he juz told some of my classmates tt their sources are irrelevant?and expect them to hand in tml?and yet, he took a damn week to mark our EoMs?and he finished only a few?wad rubbish is this??!!i want mrs liau back!u can sae tt we're biased against him or wadeva.we do not haf much confidence in him.neither does he have confidence in us.he always compares us wif his other classes?i wonder how other classes think of him?haax..most of us think tt he's not quite up to e standard?hais..we're deaD!fail EoM, fail written report, fail everything!i simply hate jc life!tt's wad i can say. my life's a mess now~unable to meet deadlines, unable to finish my tut?and recently,i've been having so lethargic.help me someone!i no l0nger can see..i'm being locked in a dark room..my future is at stake..what else can i do but carry oN?
i've not found what i'm looking for...
till now, i'm still lost.i'm unsure of what i want. i wanna be a successful person.but on the other hand, im struggling right now..there's this saying, you can only find oceans unless u lost sight of e shore!right now, i'm still at e shore..i want a way out!ever since i entered jc, my life's a mess!i juz lived life day by day.no planning.no nothing.i dun wanna be like tt anymore..i can't continue to slack.work hard casandra!

2005-07-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

i can't hold on any longer...EoM is killing me...hais....i juz feel utterly stupid..i can't find e video clip tt we took for my pw?someone juz kill me pls??i let down my group members..coz we needa retake e video..hais..im making em do more work?god!!!!!!help me...get tt idiotic video out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

aRG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
needed a place to vent my frustration!this is like only the first day of sch?and yet, here i am, complaining. yah..i so stressed up now.EoM first draft to be due on thurs.but we've not completed our surveys?interviews?readings?we can't find any materials from e net and lib?how???i've not done my chem tut when we're having chem tut tml?mr chung will be utterly disappointed....and yah..e stupid NE thing has been bugging me ever since..e deadline is nearing too!omg!!help~~~~~~!!!!!

2005-07-02T11:11:00.000+08:00

2nd day
today was my mt paper.it ended at 4pm loe..!!!and after tt we've got some stupud talk which lasted till 6.30?arg!!!made me so restless during e talk..haha..coz ronald's match will be at 7.15.and he'll be playing against lin dan!i think tt's e reason y i had butterflies in my stomach constantly..haha..i called my cousin and bro to see if they wanna go..(coz on wed, i told em tt i saw jiawei..)and they said yes!haha..so my aunt fetched us to SIS.and as usual, we lost pur way.we went all e way to changi airport!!haha..but luckily, we reached there punctually.but i missed one hr of ronald!!haha.while walking towards the main entrance, i saw a familiar figure!it's jiawei!!haha..she's with jing hun hong's son,holding his hand!omg..haha..i wonder where i got e guts from..i actually walked towards her and said hi!haha..i wonder if she remembers me..coz she said..ni ye lai kan a?haha..funny..but my bro and cousins was happy when they saw her..haha..after tt..we said we gotta go in le..coz ronald's match starting..and we ran in like mad lah..haha..but it nv start on time..so lucky!again, when he walk onto e court...e 5000plus strong crowd applauded for him!but i was'nt tt happy when i saw him..coz he seems tired and lethargic..true enough, he lost..hais..but it's okay lah...jia you!!e best thing is..my cousin, huiling, seems to like him already??haha..coz she used to hate him to e core..now she's supporting him!!felt so down when he lost..after tt, my dad came and fetched us for dinner.wadeva we dishes we saw, we said tt it's lin dan and bite it into pieces!!damn hilarious.
third day
went to toa payoh again!met yanqing there to have lunch at our usual place..hais..i've got rotten luck today..i lost my jacket!!!i noticed a trend, things will only be in my possession for only 6 mths..aft tt i'll lost it..hais..enuff of tt..went to SIS aft tt..we predicted right!ronald was there..for signature session.actually i wanna take his signature for my cedric and huiling, but the queue was like super long?so we juz stood there..and stare at him loe...and finally, when e signature session was done, he came out and yeah..he saw us..when he saw us..he "oei" us loe..!!i think tt's our language of hi?wahahha...wad rubbish!but soon..he needa go somewhere(e workers asked me to go somewhere!)so he had no choice lah..however, we followed him to e 2nd entrance and he stood there lei..since he's kinda free..i asked him for his signature again..hha..den we took photo once..nice!!!hahaha...he promised to entertain us later..but abt 15 mins later..he msged georgina to tell us tt he can't meet us le..coz he gotta bring his brother in law(chandra wijaya) for dinner..and e worse thing is...he's will be leaving for msia!!
fourth day
Lin Dan lost!!!!!!!hahahaha..now taufik is my idol!!!tml's paper will be, lin out, taufik in!!!haha..both he and xie xing fang can pack their luggages and fly back to china le..haha..im being so mean here!!xie xing fang was practically cheering for him thr out the match!unbelieveable isn't it?jiawei wun do tt for ronald!!haha.. anyway..after he lost, she went over to him and console him i think..haha..so sweet!!i even took pics of her when she's cheering for lin dan.=D i'll be going down to SIS again for e last time..finals!!haha..taufik will win!and for doubles, chandra and his partner will win!hahahha..

2005-07-02T10:35:00.000+08:00

wHew~it has been months since i last updated yeah..anyway..sorry=D have been so busy...adapting to jc life, block tests, and yeah..aviva open!!haha..

Block Test
okay..e block tests were a complete flop..it's totally disastrous!i think e setters did it on purpose to kill us! everything was horrible lah~ econs..in 45 mins, we've to write an essay, which consist of part a and b, and i only managed to do part A??!!and tt part was only 12 marks..and for e second part..i wrote only 1 paragraph..and it's totally unrelated to e qns..haha..e mcqs were'nt tt good either..come to think of it..i think DRQ is e best lah..i juz answered everything.wonder if it's juz some rubbish ans?haha..chem was beta though..im able to do e mcqs..but i gave up e calculation parts..hope i'll be able to scrape thr..yeah..maths was e disastrous one!i dun wanna comment on it..thinking back makes me feel bad..my languages papers were juz as bad!

Aviva Open
i would regret if i did'nt go.it's truly an eye opener for me! it's held in Singapore Indoor Stadium. The event was kinda grand, with thousands of people there.can u imagine it?
First Day
After my chem paper, i rushed down to kallang to meet yanqing. surposingly, we wanna watch boonsak's match..but becoz i was late.we were unable to do so.so, we proceeded to Mac to have lunch and we reached SIS at ard 2.i was looking ard to see where's my idol..haha..but he was nowhere insight.but i now i'll be seeing him later!haha..so i watched kendrick's match.he did well even though he lost.he's like only 20 yrs old?yeaps..there's still time to improve..go kendrick!after his match, there's (women's singles) gu juan,xing ai ying, li li,(mixed doubles) li yu jia and hendri.gu juan lost to zhou mi..who is e world no. 8?it's acceptable coz she's only 15!xing aiying and li li won.but e most exciting match was e mixed doubles!!it's fabulous!their opponents were e world no. 1,emms and robertson!they lost e 1st game,and guess wad?they won the second one!!yanqing and me was practically screaming all e way!haax..but they still lost in e 3rd game..but it's so unexpected tt they won the 2nd game..!!after these exciting matches, it was ard 6plus and we were nervously looking ard for ronald..haha..and finally, he came at 7plus..together wif jiawei!it's a bonus for us..haha..when e match starts at 8.45, ronald was playing right infront of us!!so cool yeah?heex...when he came onto e court..e crowd applauded for him!e atmosphere was great.!he looks full of confidence..and of coz, he won lah!haha..after he finished his match...he was warming down...and yq and me ran over to get his signature??haha..first, we tired to call him..but he could'nt hear us!den we called out louder.."oei ronald!"this time he heard us..when he first saw was..he was kinda taken aback..his reaction was er??how come boht of u are here?haha.duh!!isn't is obvious enough..to see u lah!haha..but we juz kept quiet lah..and he asked..no sch meh?yq replied"got, having exams".den one of e aviva's open worker said..they having exmas lei..nv wish em good luck?haha..he replied"den dun have to study??"yq"exams ended already".then i passed him the posters to sign..he and said"open open"??!!open yourself lah..haha..after tt, we said hi to jiawei.she said"ni men lai le hen jiu ma?"den yq replied"shi a..gang cai kan dao ni,xiang gen ni da zhao hu, dan ni zai jiang dian hua,mei kan jian wo men."den i passed her my file to sign..!!haha..i dun dare talk to her lah..yq do most of e talkings..hehe..e last sentence was ni men ming tian ye lai kan ma?haha..den they gotta go le..so we said bye loe..den i shorted out to ronald..wad time u playing tml?he shorted back..7.15!!haha...

2005-05-24T21:05:00.000+08:00

aRw....got a bad headache..took a nap in e afternoon..but it did not help at all..instead..it became worse!i was feeling so irritated...for no particular reason..has been feeling like this for the past few days...looking forward towards the holiday...yeah..even though there will be tons of work and revision to catch up and do...

anyway..for my first econs essay...i got 9/25..fantastic isn't it?hahaha...i regretted choosing econs...yeah...i think i would do better if i take geo or history..or even lit...wadeva it is..yeah..i've made my choice..thus..i should work hard and not complain...good luck to me!

my sch uniform is here!finally..haha..will be buying it tml..=D ok..gtg...maths!

2005-05-23T12:38:00.000+08:00

sorry if i sounded rude and fierce for e previous two entries...simply juz can't control it..heez..

ok..ytd..i slept at 2am..and woke up at 6am?haha...juz 4 hrs of sleep..juz to go for e big walk..actually, i intended not to go for the walk, coz i was exhausted..but..after considering tt this will be a class outing..i decided to wake up for e sake of it..hehe..anyhow..i was late lah..but janson and rodney was later den me..while waiting for em..we juz sit and laze ard..but the guard or wadeva they are called...asked us to go somewhere to sit..so we went downstair..haha..we were worse!we occupied an area which is meant for ppl to sit while waiting for the train...and we juz lie on the chair????where's our image??lol...after tt, we went to kallang..and we were late and lost!i guess we walked abt 10 km to find our way...=D after e big walk, went to suntec to walk ard and have our lunch..

reached home at ard 2...den bath...blah blah blah...got ready for jessica's birthday party...shani and i met first..and cassidy came along..(not tt he wanted to..haha..but becoz we haf to discuss our GPP) bought to tops for her...nice lah!after discussing our GPP, went t0 taka to meet the rest..saw shaun's girlfriend..hehe...quite good looking though..=D after tt..we took a cab to yong an park..(jess's house)..the place not bad lah..juz abit old..but it's a condo in orchard lei..!!!haha..oh yah!jess dressed up so well that she looks so feminine but we can't be compared to her..haha...she looks exactly like a rich man's daughter..haha..e party was fun!we played truth or dare..but actually, it was juz dare lah..no truth!i was so unlucky lah..got to perform quite a no. of task..and it's rubbish!!!!!haha..like kelvin proposing to me, and me and yoo na kissed?actually we did not loe..it's cassidy...he pushed my head..and yeah..rubbish lah he..when it was his turn..i did tt to him too..haha..and he kissed shaun...lol! a great day~~~ im looking forward towards 4e2 outing...20th june..hope it'll be fun~

2005-05-22T01:06:00.002+08:00

I HAVE NOT FINISHED WAD I WANNA SAE...WAD I SAID IN THE PREVIOUS ENTRY MIGHT POTRAY ME AS A SORE LOSER.BUT IT'S NOT THAT MAN U PUT UP A POOR OR LOUSY PERFORMANCE.EVEN THE COMMENTATORS SAID THAT MAN U HELD DOMINANCE THR OUT THE MATCH!I LEARNT SOMETHING..NOTHING IS FAIR IN THIS WORLD!MAY IT BE IN POLITICS,EDUCATION ,SPORTS ETC,"FAIRNESS" DOES NOT APPEAR.I DUN THINK Y SHOULD "FAIR" SHOULD BE INCLUDED IN THE DICTIONARY. THIS WORD IS JUZ BEING IRONIC!BECOZ NOTHING, AND I MEAN REALLY THING IS FAIR IN THIS WORLD!

2005-05-22T01:06:00.001+08:00

2005-05-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

I NEED A SPACE TO VENT MY ANGER!!!!!!!!WAD THE SHIT LOE...MAN U PERFORMED SO WELL AND YET THEY LOST TO ARSENAL????CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!MAN U DOMINATED THE MATCH THR OUT 120 MINS...THEY ATTACKED AND DEFENCE SO WELL..AND THAT ARSENAL PERFORMED SO BADLY??HOW CAN THEY WIN THIS MATCH?THEY DUN FIT TO GET THIS CUP!THIS CUP IS RIGHTFULLY MAN U'S!!!!!!REALLY SO UNFAIR LOE..WAD MAN U LACKED IS LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!HAIS...I THINK I UNDERSTOOD HOW CHELSEA FELT WHEN THEY LOST TO LIVERPOOL.THE BALL DID'NT GET IN AND LIVERPOOL WON?FOOTBALL IS A GAME THAT IS SO UNFAIR!!!!!BUT NO MATTER WAD..MAN U IS THE CHAMPION NO MATTTER WAD!GET LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

i know i should'nt be blogging right now..but i have the sudden urge to blog..hehex..i think this happens like only once in a blue moon?lol..ol..recently..i think i'm going bonkers due to my PI..my first PI was about the pitcher plant.little did i know that there's already such products around...even more hi tech den mine..haha..ok..i'm so honest tt i told my gp teacher about this..(she graded me 30/50) yeah..i have to re do everthing..it's such a waste of time!!fine..i did something on yoga..but it was rejected as well...i spend 2 days doing tt loe..and she rejected..nearly to tears~~haha..i was dejected tt i did not talk much after that..(it happened on e same day)another blow followed, i failed my maths test...arG!!!ok lah..it does'nt haf much impact on me..coz i was really upset tt my PI was rejected..and i know tt i won't make it since i dun understand wad tt chapter is all about..yeaps..

had my SPA exam ytd..it was alright though there hipcup here and there..my burette leaked loe..haha..and the potassium manganate was dripping like hell..haha..luckily, tt examiner was kind to help me..=D oh yah..i got back my chem test..got 23/30..i was kinda happy lah..coz i did'nt really study for it..heez..another thing..i got a gastric attack this morning..and i was so quiet tt amelia, shaniz and shihui ask me if im alright..haha..after a while, im active again..den amelia said "you're so quiet when ur stomach is pain, now..u're so siao again"lol..i guess the attack should come in often, so that i will not be tt siao in sch..my chi teacher gave me a new name..ke xiao...nice name rite??haha..ok..shall end here..continue to do my PI le..see ya!

2005-05-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

Shining Friends

A little faith
Brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult you can go away
Don't hide yourself in a corner
You have my place to stay
Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up
You'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow sunrise
The spirit can never die
Sun will shine, my friend
Won't let you cry, my dear
Seeing you shed a tear ,make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness
See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
you have got to believe ,you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends
That's what a friend should be

yeaps..i agree...tt's wad a friend shld be...=D

2005-04-25T20:18:00.000+08:00

yOzie...today not much to do..so here i am..to blog..yeah..lame..haha..in sch..there's nth much loe..oh yah..my grandma abit weird loe...she asked me to go her room..den ask me to sit on her bed..ask me if i heard any noise?lol..of coz i din sit on her bed..haha..it seems tt after taking her medicine, she has hallucination..she told my dad tt someone touched her leg..and tt person juz flew out of e window..hahahahha!

in sch...was so tired in e morning..during the maths make up lesson..i regretted attending this lesson..e lecturer, who is my maths teacher..was so so so..aiyah..i duno how to sae..haha..he simply followed wad's in e notes..haha..and during tutorial..we complaint to him..y his lecture like tt de..his reply was.."i tot tt this chapter must be completed by today..."in fact, he has another 1 to 2 lectures..haha...muddlehead!!anyway..he's a good teacher lah..super lame!we laughed our heads off..practically thr'out the whole lesson..haha..we did study ok!=D

today's chem prac was alright..at least i did'nt break any aparatus or spill anything..hehe..but, i still duno how to do mole calculation loe~aiyah..wadeva it is..haha..im meeting the other gong zhus on sat..whEe~~finally we're meeting out...coz it has been ages since we last met loe..looking forward to it..=D

2005-04-18T18:22:00.000+08:00

i think it's time for me to blog sth..haha..due to my laziness and hectic schedules, i dun have much time to blog..=D when i'm on my way home from school..i always wanted to blog..but when i reached home..i realised that all my thoughs and feelings were disrupted..lol..wierdo..yeah..

anyway..i seem to like GP classes each day..in the beginning..i seriously detest attending GP lessons..partly is due to the teacher..but as we interact more...i think tt she's not tt bad afterall..y i detest her?she's totally dramatic!her actions are huge!!or enormous..it's totally...i duno wad to say..but anyway..GP classes are interesting loe..as compared to maths, econs and chem..on fri..we had a 2hrs lesson..and guess wad..i'm totally awake thr'out e whole lesson...and for maths, econs and chem..i would usually be dozing off halfway..haha..anyway..i learn sth interesting today..it's about "will legislative be an effective deterrent against AIDS?" i like such qns..haha..can make my brain work..anyway..my ans would be to a certain extent..and i finally adondoned the concept that those who were HIV positives have multiple partners or are promiscuous..yeaps..and we still got the project work..how irritating it can get!and we must hand in our PI on wed..wonder if i can complete on time..coz i can't think of anything to do..

last wed..i went to east coast with my classmates..well..of coz we had hell load of fun!!i even skipped the NE briefing to stay at east coast..oh yah..saying of this ne thing..i hate it loe!!juz can't seem to go rid of ne! on international friendship day..i'm suppose to lead the class in doin some stupid tasks..i think i will absent myself tt day?haha..tt's so irresponsible of me..but i will think thr..=D ok lah..im having pe tml..wHoO~though it's kinda tough..but im looking forward to it..coz this is the only time when my mind can stop functioning, but still doing sth...i wanna go bath now..cya~

2005-04-06T22:04:00.000+08:00

i think i shld update my blog le...=D
ok..i wana sae sth..the new time table's out!!!woah~~and guess wad...leong poo pong is no longer teaching me!!!!hehehehex...thank god~ you may be wondering who this person is??!!he WAS my maths c teacher..i wonder how he became a teacher...no doubt he can do maths..yeah...but i dun think he can teach loe..i noe i haf no right to sae this..but i must!!coz..so far..i noe nth abt wad's he's teaching..and during today's lectures..jessica, amelia and me...were late for lectures..hahas..
first--released late from mt class
second--nature's call, and the toilet was crowded..so no choice..we were late..
anyway..we were late for abt 10 mins..but who cares!!he nv even take attendance..so the three of us regretted attending his lectures..heex...we were practically staring at elsewhere loe..i guess no one undertood wad he taught..and whenever he wanna "scold" someone..he wun come straight to the point..yeah..and u can sense some sarcatism in wad he said..rubbish!!! enuff of this man..haha...

hmm..while i was on the way home the day before...i was looking at my wallet..and those neoprints..hais..really miss my princesses!!hais..sch will be starting soon..for em i mean..yeah..den we wun haf much chance to see each other le..but no matter wad..must stay in contact k...tc gals!

ok..gtg now..econs???!!!

2005-03-30T21:28:00.000+08:00

this shall be a quick one...started sch liao...went to yjc...ok lah..this was my first choice anyway...i realised that many ppl staying in tampines came to yishun...haha..wierd isn't it?but too bad..other schs dun accept em..so in e end..they ended up in yj..hmm..started a few lectures le..for ya info..i chose 3 A's..(if i choose 4A's...mayb u'll meet me in woodbridge ya?)heex..chose chem, econs and maths c..i happy wif this combi..but..i can't enter e sci faculty in uni..hais..so in e end..i will end up in business?duno lah..nv really think abt it..there's several interesting ppl in my class...one from korea...one from indonesia..and another one from taiwan?coz he looks like jay loe..i mean act?which eva word suits..haha..mayb i can ask jessica(e one from indonesia) to teach me their language!!!hehe..coz ronald's from indonesia oso..hahahaha..ok..i'm mad..btw..i saw both of em last sat...happy!okkk...gtg liao..study?hais...yeah..nites~

2005-03-08T09:23:00.000+08:00

hMm..i guess...today is another slacking day..coz iris is not here~ hahax..anyway..not tt i want to slack ok..juz tt the project finish le..so not as many invoices like in the past..yeap..so here i am..to blog..as wad gina said..i think tt my blog has spider webs ard le..coz it has been a long time since i update..heex...

-28th of feb-
this is e day i got my results...it's was totally nervous wrecking loe...those who nv tried it before..i think it's not wise to try it..i actually cried before i took my results..how shameful!!hahas...actually im alright de..den seeing more and more ppl crying...started to cry alittle..den luyi was beside me...telling me tt everything will be fine..will be ok...den...bOom..tears coming out profusely...hahas...i sat down in front of two teachers..(mrs chew and ms haslina)..mr lee saw me cried too..oh gosh!!den the two teachers said..aiyo..casandra..u have'nt even take ur results...how come u're crying..u did ok wad...when i saw my results...i dun feel anything..i mean..not as elated as sarah they all..yeaps...kinda disappointed wif my maths results lah...hais...i now it's over..ok..shall not tok abt it...after tt when i've calmed down...i called my mum..telling her tt im alright..den after tt my aunt called..den i went back to wdls..heex...

i've finally decided..to go jc..my first choice -yjc, 2nd -pjc, 3rd-ijc..u noe how long did i take to make this decision?i think abt 5-6 days..yeaps..judging from this..u can tell how indecisive im am..haha..

2005-03-01T21:38:00.000+08:00

pheW~finally..i can heaved a sigh of relief...ok...i got 17 pts...all b3..except for phy-c6(yuckS!!) and chi-a2..im not happy wif my maths results loes..haiz..but anyway..it's over..

now there's more...i duno which path shld i take..the easier path...which is poly..or the more stressful path..ie e jc..aiyah..i dun feel like blogging loes...go off le..

2005-02-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

ok...it's too suffering to wait for e results...haiz...there's still 3 more days?it's not tt im anxious to get e damn results..im too scared to take it...i've been having sleepless night...

anyway..i've got great luck today...!!i dropped my wallet into e stupid toilet bowl..time to get a new wallet~~!!

2005-02-22T09:13:00.000+08:00

okk...it has been ages since i last updated my blog..things always seems to turn wrong for my family...haiz..y??after this is settled...another thing comes...wad is this?was feeling so moody ytd lahs..hahahz...as for e reason?i duno y leis...my mind was in a blank loe...and dun feel like toking..yeaps..many ppl came to my aunt's hse ytd..player cards and mahjong..but i did'nt join em...dun feel like playing..juz dun feel like to..as i grow older..i think tt i begin to detest gambling!!even though it's like once a year?enuff so those unhappy things..

i went out wif lu lu on sat...met her at orchard at 4..and i was'nt late!instead i was early..wahhahaz..there's improvement rite?after tt..we took a bus to bukit merah to e church..and i duno wad's e name lah...e ppl there are friendly..but i juz can't seem to open my stupid mouth..hahhaz...duno y lahs...i think ms lee was right..when she said tt there's gold in our mouth..coz we juz dun open our mouths...(tt was like 2 yrs ago?hahaz) i nearly fell asleep during the tok...so sorry wors...but luyi oso!!she was tired too..hahahaz...after tt..we planned to have dinner at wheellock place..but..we missed the stop to orchard..and instead..we went to raffles city to haf dinner...at cafe cartel by the way...=) the food was nice lah...and i ordered oreo coffee or sth lah..duno wad it's called..after tt went home le...quite a tired day...i was dragging my lethergic body home lei...sad rite..though i slept for abt 8 hrs...not much of a diff from 5hrs..still as tired as b4..hahahahz...

i'm getting my results..most probably on fri?haiz..not very much optimistic abt it...im always pessimistic ritE?heex..ok bah...wish me best of luck..but i've stil not decided where i wanna go..can anyone pls ans me?which route shld i take?the road ahead of me is dark~..

haPpY cHineSe nEw yEAr~

2005-02-09T15:25:00.000+08:00

yoZzie..heez...haPPy nEw yEaR eVeRYone~ wisH thid year will be prosperous for alL~ and world peace!!free of disaster..

anyway..im back at home le..so sian now..lols..although there's ppl at my house..but not every close wif em..(my cousins)..

to my notti little bro: pls lah...dun be so lazy can??study hard!!and dun always make me angry..if not i'll kill u one day..lols~ and eat more...!!u're far too skinny liao...

to all my classmates: may all of u get good grades and get into ur dream sch..

to my 7 princesses: may our friendship last..juz like e endless flow of water in the rivers...and those who has stead...wish u all will en en ai ai...bai tou dao lao..lols..(abit kua zhang...=P) den to those who dun haf...frens are still the most impt one..~rmb?hehehez.. tc...love u girls!!muaCKieS =)

to my cousin(jeannie): although u're may not get to see this..yeaps..juz wanna tell u to hang on!!i noe it's tough..but two years more and u'll be outta of tt shitty airline...dun always frown when u gonna fly..even though i noe u misses us!!entertain urself by thinking of us..=)

to my cousin(linda): heys..i noe u're will be reading this..so dun haf to be so gan dong k..hehez...ok...hmm..noe tt ur soy sauce(tiong kok zai=P) flying off le..dun be too sad k?juz tt wadeva u're given..take it..no use grieving so much on it rite?it's beta to adapt to it...den forcing the environment to suit u..."you yuan qian li lai xiang hui, wu yuan dui mian bu xiang shi"..everyone comes and leaves ur life..if there's no end to it..how can u haf a new beginning?mayb e new beginning is beta?yeaps...and hor..study hard hor!!my ah ma is waiting for u to clean her ears..

to my cousin(gina): ok..u this girl..relax when u're studying!!!if u dun..u're not only driving urself crazy..u're driving ur mum crazy too..hehehez..anyway..this year n level le wor..wish ya good luck..and get into ur dream sch...

to my cousin(raymond): dun be so notti le hor..how old liao..beta be good to ur family members..ren yao ying shui shi yuan de...canot forget those who treated u good...and study hard!!dun always let ur parents worry abt u..

to my cousin(julinda): u're anothe siao zha bo..study must study until like tt meh??relax lahs..homework canot finish..let it be lahs..ur teacher wun kill u de!!and dun always cry when u forgot to do yr hmwk!!and yeah..jiawei and ronald rocks!!continue supporting em!!!jia you for ur exams~

to jiawei & ronald: faster marry!!hehehez...we're waiting for ur hongbaos...lol...and yeah...good luck to both of u for ur upcoming competition..jia you a~~

sTupiD dAy!!!!

2005-02-03T08:55:00.000+08:00

sHit man!!!!i forgot to bring my wallet out!!!haiz..how am i gona go home??die liao die liao...!!!suppose to pay iris money for e ba gua..but i forgot to bring my damn wallet...haiz...and yeah..someone help me pls!!!!duno wad to sae....

man u RULEs!!!!

2005-02-02T09:17:00.000+08:00

hahaahahha!!!i'm so happy now loes..gao xing de fei bi mo shuo neng xing rong de!!!hehez..man u won arsenal 4-2????tot they will draw...i'm sure man u put up an impressive performance..man u rules!!!!

2005-01-31T14:17:00.000+08:00

haiz...today isn't a great day for me..i feel so moody and lethargic..made so many mistakes...i think tt she feels kiinda fustrated wif me..i duno y im like tt oso..my brain seems to stop functioning..i think it has stop ever since i finished my o's?wadeva..sigining off liao...hope this day will end soon..faster!!!

2005-01-24T01:34:00.000+08:00

nErdY rOnaLd anD gEorGina

2005-01-24T01:31:00.000+08:00

hUiLing, mE, jIa wEi anD cEdriC

2005-01-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

sIngApore iS thE beST!!

wAd aN ecStAtiC day~~

2005-01-24T01:00:00.000+08:00

wHoo!!!it's been a long time since i last blogged?hahaz..ok...i will start wif wad happened today...

i'm so happy!!!wanna noe y??

ok..georgina called me at 11am today...she said tt she's going to look for ronald...and i was like huh?tot u going for tt praying thing?lols..den she said tt her mum juz told her they wun start so early!!therefore...she hailed a cab down juz to see ronald!den i said...aiyos!!!y u nv tell me earlier??his match starts at 11am...and she called me at 11am?wahahhaz..den she asked me if i wanna join her...so i went!!!!amazing rite??wahahahz...i think tt im totally mad loes~

after hanging up the phone..i jumped up off the bed..brushed my teeth changed my clothes..and bing pong biang~ off the house i went..lols..i nv even bath...i juz took the camera..stuffed everything into my bag..and ran out of the hse like i nv ran b4?haha..i hailed a cab too...and guess wad?i tot i nv bring my hp...and suddenly..i kept feeling tt there's vibration in my bag..and my hp was there!!!lols...saw georgina msg...the match gona end soon..and i'm still not there yet..lols..and after awhile..she called me again..saying tt their match had ended!!

omg..she told ronald to wait for me..wahahahz...and he waited!!and the best thing is...other than him and georgina...there's still other badminton players waiting for me??wahahhaahhaz...i'm so honoured!!and when i reached the entrance..i ran towards em..lols..and ronald said "she arg?"..lols..after tt..took photos for georgina..and one of the badminton players said "how come the same pose again?put ur arm over her shoulder lahs"lols..georgina was so embarrassed!!lols..and she replied..dun wan lah..later jiawei box me..hehez...when it's my turn to take..e batt juz died out!!!stupid camera~and i was frantically looking for batteries?den we asked him..do u haf batteries?of coz he dunch haf it..den i asked again..how abt ur frens?den he replied"aiyos..where got badminton players bring batteries wif em?"wahahaz...at last.. i used my hp to take loes...and ronald did sth funny..he suggested to pose a "good thumb" pose?lols..it's so funny loes...and the outcome is nice!!!i love tt pic..lols..after tt...georgina said she wanna take a pic wif kendrick..to fulfill ronald's request?lols...den ronald said..come come..i take..lols..when they're ready..he asked..how to press arg?wahahahz...they one of em said no. 9!hehez..den i intro myself loes..and when we are leaving..he said..one lives in amk and one lives in tampines..wahhahaz...surpose to be simei loes..naughty him!!

after leaving sba..went to bugis wif gerogina...took pur lunch at pasta mania..and we chatted while eating..so fun..toking nonsense..hehez..

left bugis and rush back to amk to meet my aunts and cousins..to go ikea..was like so crowded?after a while..went to anchor point to haf a drink..den gina decided that we shld go queensway?wahahhaz..had a great time there..so many sports shops...and hell..so many ppl too..l0ls...but i still did'nt manage to find the shoes tt i wanted??nvm..shall carry on to search for it!!hehez..

2005-01-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

heez..once again...this entry is abt table tennis..went wif my cousins and bro to watch tt matches at stta on sat..nice!!so exciting...and my skip a beat when jiawei is playing the doubles...she won the mixed doubles(with cai xiao li..he looks so much alike as JJ) and singles..(against xu yan) but lost the doubles to zhang xue ling and tan paey fern..and ronald came!!!!hahaz..but i nv took pics of him..hahaz...anyway...i intend to take signatures fr em...but..haiz...i chicken out the last min..nvm loes..they will be next time..haha...

after everything..we took pics wif jiawei...she;s in a hurry though...(always like tt...!!how unlucky i am)hahaz..i nv take and individual pic wif her..sad leis..hahaz...but i manage to take wif zhang xue ling and xu yan...xu yan is my new idol...hahaz...she's so friendly!!!and pretty too!!haha...

for today..juz came back from my mum's fren's son's wedding..hahaz..u noe wad?it actually inspired my cousin to get married..lols...but will not be tt soon lahs..coz her bf's income is still unstable...yeaps...it's always nice to see ppl marrying...but i noe..it's diff to keep the marriage go on...

u noe wad..stimes i really despise those who rely on man to survive!!i mean..yeah..no matter wad..it is good to settle down..but if e man treats u as though u're juz some dirt..y must u cling on him?can't u juz survive without ur husband??and to those who wanna get married..dun live wif ur in laws..haha..beta move out..coz there will definitely be friction!!

haPpY mOmenTx~

2005-01-07T13:31:00.000+08:00

heez..long time nv blog le...i haf got a few things to mention here...

first----FINALLY!!!!i got to see li jia wei and ronald susilo!!!!wahahahz...i went wif royston, cedric, georgina and lina..we waited for awhile...den i saw li jia wei coming out...!!!haha..so happy!!!!den mayb half an hour later...roanld appeared...nearly faint!!!lols..i was jumping up and down..haha..exhilerating it is!!!lols...haha..they were sitting together...cedric and royston juz walk forward and said "wo ke yi gen ni men pai yi zhang zhao ma?"..how i wish i were like him..he's not afraid nor frightened...and both agreed..how cool!!!and the rest of us were seating from far to admire them..wahahha...

after her first match...and while waiting for her second...she played wif ronald...haha..ronald played quite well!!and once his ball juz flew out..and i went chasing for tt damn ball..lols...and georgina was laughing at me...making both me and ronald so paiseh...wahhahaz...but i like it!!!she taught him onve how to play..and he got it~ but he kept hiting jiawei's body..and she said " aiyo..zen me ni lao shi da dao wo de sheng ti a?"i filmed tt game down wif my hp..but abit blurred..

after those matches...we went out to take pics wif lao ronald..hahaz..and in e mean time..waiting for jiawei to come out...they were gg for dinner...how i wish i can follow em..yeah..crazy!!haha..we took some pics..but mine does'nt turn out quite good!!but she kinda leans against me..hehe..and u noe wad?her perfeme smells good... i went ytd too..but did'nt manage to take pics..coz we left stta quite early..and i missed e match she played wif zhang xue ling...how sad..haha..but nvm..i gg on sat...

ok..another thing...went to kbox wif luyi..chin..lyn..jane..we sang our hearts out!!it's v fun...jue jiang rox!!haha...we sang many s.h.e's and jay's song..and we said tt we gona go there monthly..haha..too bad kahmun,jiemei and shihui not there..yeahs...i really enjoyed myself tt day~

2005-01-03T16:30:00.000+08:00

oh man...i bored to death...today nth much to do de...and i'm so sleepy....faster 6pm..i wanna go hm and sleep!!!!

btw..on wed..i'm going to see li jia wei in action..hehez...so happy...finally can get to see her in person...=P

2004-12-31T15:27:00.000+08:00

i heard from my dad tt my grandma's condition is not tt good...it's in e fourth stage already...also...there's two way now..
one is to undergo an operation..the e successful rate is like only 20%???and she still needs to receive treatment after the operation(therapy)..
two...not to go for the operation..and still go for the therapy..
my mum and dad said tt they do not haf any means to let her undergo the operation...and even after e operation...things might turn worse..a relaspe might even occur...tt's usually the case of cancer...
haiz...y do unfortunate things always befall on my family??i tot tt after this yr...we can live a beta life...but now this thing has to happen...it's so unfair...i hope tt i can help her...but we my misersable salary...how am i gonna help her??

anyway...going out later for countdown...hope i can at least enjoy for one night...

2004-12-30T13:38:00.000+08:00

heez..did'nt join em for lunch so tt i can use the com...juz nw when i signed in my msn...i think iris saw it...lols..but..it's lunch time le...duno leis..coz tt time florence told me not to use msn or wad...yeaps..i noe i shld'nt..heez..so sorry!!

feeling much beta den ytd...hmm..tml duno got half day mahs...haope there is...anyway..going to orchard wif kahmun again..see if we can meet jane they all mah...actually i hope to go to boon lay de...but it's kinda far..mayb next time loes...

haha...made a deal wif anthony juz nw...he's philip's cousin..asked him to treat me..ytd i made i deal wid another of his cousin too..hahaz...fun~

2004-12-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

aRg....so sian!!!duno y suddenly like tt...no mood!!juz now i was alright de...haiz...sian sian sian...actually..there are lots of thoughts in my mind...but i duno where to start...all mixed up together...i'm not sure y there's so much to think...okk..enuff!!i will stop thinking...coz i mentioned in one of the entries tt probs are created by ourself...yeaps...i'll apply tt!!

2004-12-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

well...i heard from my mum tt my grandma got cancer..i tot tt after her previous operation..it shld be well..but now..it seems to get worse...i ask my mum which stage is she in...but she dunno much abt it..tml she's having operation again..

haiz..the whole thing looks like a dream..it is far from reality..but it's e reality..it's e fact!!i often see it on tv...but definitely not wanting to see this happening to her...it's painful...i noe it will nv recover...dun wanna blog liao...

2004-12-28T09:27:00.000+08:00

nth to do now..so decided to blog...heez...i think i blog abt two each day?hahaz...anyway...i finished watching tt drama series...tian ya xia yi...or wadeva...duno e tittle...only now tt it's a good show!!tt's y i want to do hongkong v much...hoping to meet those stars...haha...the story is nice..and humourous...then there's lots of twist here and there...enjoyed it lors!!

on the way to work...i heard from e radio tt they need donations for e victims of e eathquake...suddenly..i haf an urge to go and help em..haha... mayb watchin to much of tt drama series had influence me...

anyway...later meeting xiao lu for dinner...wahhaha...stop here...now busy le...=P

2004-12-27T13:35:00.000+08:00

heez...did'nt go down for lunch...lazy...lols...asked iris to pack up food...without florence...the office is so quiet..hahaz...did'nt do much juz now...only key in a few invoices nia...did i say ytd tt i rebonded my hair??lols..dun think so...quite ok lahs...juz tt i dun really like e fringe..lols..but it will grow de..so no worries..hehez...ytd i took the $250..gonna bank in everything into the bank...including my pay..or else...it will be used up soon...hahaz..i told my aunty tt i wanna pay for her..if she highlights her hair..but she dun wan..hahaz...see how bah~

anyway...i learnt two things ytd..one is from a show i watched...problems are juz problems...they are created by we human beings...it's juz like if u dun worry and think too much..there will not be any problems...juz like if we use another perspective to view it...the outcome will be different...for eg...wif her bare eyes...u see sth like this...but if u look thr a water bottle...it'll not be this way...interesting rite??try it!!hahaz...i shall develop this habit too...dun create problems for myself..ie not gonna think too much in future..it juz wastes my brain's energy which can be use to do other things...so..juz relax and live life happier...

another one is tt..i does'nt matter if you haf it forever..it is good enuff to haf it juz once...this can apply to everything...yeaps..i agree wif this...

also..i heard from the news tt there's a 8.9 earthquake...and this resulted in many deaths...places like bangkok...indonesia...sri lanka...etc...haiz..the worse thing is tt most ppl which met wif this disaster are tourists...isn't it a bad thing??it was suppose to be a happy thing to go on a holiday..but who noes this will happen??really pity those who died...rest in peace...

is this call life?y must there be life and death?is it tt whenever a baby is born...a person will die?den it will be beta if no new lifes are born...death is really scary...it affects one family members tremendously...and oso..changes their life drastically...

if i'm able to choose wad i can be...i will choose to be nothing~

2004-12-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

today went out to meet luyi...at first i tot she forget abt it de..den until 2plus she msged me..hahaz...i was late...as usual!!haha..but i got reasons de hor..help siew to find sec 1 books for her bro...he went to evg!!hahaz...good luck to him man..

btw...saw caleb..hahaz...luyi treat me e duno wad wad cake..and i paid the ice chocalate myself..nice..but e cake eat too much...will feel like piking de...coz it's cheese cake!!heez...shop around loes...luyi and i saw a top from samuel and keith...wanted to try de...but wth!!so many ppl...den we went to other shops first..tot later e ppl will be lesser...but who noes...it's still the same...den we decided to go amk..and i tot amk got this shop...hahaz...sorry arg!!

anyway...treat her fish and chip from kuai le yu!!hahaz...siao...from rasa sayang...stay in this area for so long..did'nt noe got such a shop tt sells so nice de fish and chip...hahaz...after my dad come and fetch me le....

oh yah...my grandma came home...and her ear is infected wif duno wad...and she's admitted to tan tock seng hospital bah...hope all is well...

2004-12-25T03:30:00.001+08:00

my legs need a break!!hahaz...been workin for abt 15 hrs?cool rite?hahaz...earned $100 bucks today..happy~haha..need these money to rebond my hair..
anyway...florence fetched me to sembawang to take mrt..heez..thnz!!but today we're not really haooy when in e office...coz of some trival matters??not sure lahs...hahaz...on e way..i bought 3 breads...and i ate all..hahaz...hungry mah!!
we were supposed to meet at wheellock place..but kahmun and i dun even noe wad this place or where is it...we found it after a while..and den ah xiong brought us to far east shopping centre de carpark there...kinda of worry at first...hahaz...and u noe wad...i saw my primary school classmate...!!!isn't the world small?and he's in e same group wif us...anyway..we went to several places..first to suntec...den to clark *****...i duno how to spell it..hahaz...and lastly...back to orchard...!!at ard 12am...met jane+yaohuang,paullyn+ben,chinhui,waisheng,zhiliang and another one of their fren...and we played like mad!!ahahz...sprayed all over~lols..
budden...a girl who is oso selling those sprays...said...you all playing or working??so mean leis...we did work loes...to show her tt we did our part...i took out e money and pass it to her...after tt...gina came and find me..we sold those sprays together!!hehez...until some police came by...sian~hahaz..aRg..dun feel like typing le..i think tml still going out...=P

2004-12-25T03:30:00.000+08:00

mErRy cHriStmAs!!

2004-12-24T16:44:00.000+08:00

whAo~time reall flies...it's christmas time~but too bad..no half day for me today(boss not in a good mood)...but it does'nt matter lahs...coz i'm getting my salary today!!hahaz...but juz now was real busy...den iris told me to do something..i kept forgetting wad she told me...haha..i think it's time to drink the essence of chicken le...after exams...my brain can't seems to work well..haha...plus she was'nt in a good mood either..hahas...so funny juz nw...coz she asked to find e invoice...blah blah blah~i duno wad she was toking abt..i nodded my head..as though i understand wad was happening..haha...den i asked florence...u noe wad she toking abt??and she laughed at me...lols~she said " y..u scared of her arg..." den i replied "yeah lahs...her face so black.."hahaz..so fun working there!!~

bLoOdY sHit!!hahaz..

2004-12-19T13:34:00.000+08:00

bLoOdy hElL!!!dreamt of taking my o level's results again...so scary leis~~haiz..i dreamt tt my eng got 46...but it's stated tt i got an E..hahaz...wierdo?and chi i got A1..and ch i got A1 oso...btw..wad e hell is ch?hahaz...duno wad rubbish lahs..and e dream v special de...i first got my n level's results..which is 5 subs...den after tt den i go and collect e remaining subs de results...hahaz...dun wad stupud dream is this..anyway...my frens told me tt dreams are opposite of e reality...really hope so..hahaz...dreamt of this many times le...how can i sleep peacefully???dun sleep arg?hahaz...

i feel sick now~omg..finally gona fall sick le..hahaz...having a headache...blocked nose and cough...sick oso good lahs..coz can take mc..dun haf to go work~lols..but no way!!den i will lose my 50 bucks..hahaz..so canot...must get well soon~e salon is waiting for me!!hahaz..

ytd went to haf e bbq steamboat..but i think we bbq more..hahaz...heaty ritE?but no choice lahs..hahaz...my cousin's father bdae mah(oso my godfather)..hahaz...and we paid $12 per person..so must eat more..hahaz...and u noe wad???my mum ate lots lots of food..hahaz...this shows tt she can eat...juz tt she dun wanna to..lols...

wait...got one more thing to blog...man u won crystal palace..5-2!!!hahaz...scholes did his hat trick...isn't it wierd?tt time when he was a striker...he did'nt score a single goal..and when he's not...he scored so many!!hahaz..and rVn nv play~sad...but it's ok..he's injured...shld rest more..if not..he will not be in good form when he's against ac milan...man u..jia you o~~

ok lahs...online awhile more...and den later going out le~bye...tc~~!!

wHoo~

2004-12-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

pHew~long time nv blog le...so lazy ~~hahaz...anyway...sat my colleague's(florence) husband's car back..lols..good rite...haf people staying in amk de...can fetch me hm..but not always de...coz stimes she go hm late..today so scary mans..iris was so vexed over e bank thinggy...(bank not enuff $$)hahaz...den she looks so fierce..clement uncle went into her rm mahs..den florence and me was like giving each other eye signal..hahaz..so funny!!den we not dare to go into her room...lols~~but after awhile..the matter settled le...den another strang thing happen again..there's a man who delievered sth to our office..den he wear his bloody shoes into e office and walk staight to me..and i'm sitting right at e back...in front of me..there's iris..florence...wendy and alan..and this guy juz walk to me and sign tt duno wad...hahaz...den iris and florence gave tt puzzled look...hahaz...den after he left...all of us were laughing like mad..hahahahaz...kinda of stupid isn't it??

hmm..my aunty did'nt cook mahs..so i decided to meet jiemei to haf dinner...and coincidentally...chin and lyn meeting her oso...but in e end..only me,lyn,ben and chin went to j8 to haf dinner...and we took neoprints too!!

and u noe wad..i think tt me and indians or bangladesh or wad lah...very you yuan de...duno y leis..i juz noe one indian fr e yahoo pool..and den tt time..e badminton guy...lols...i dun wan indians!!

fann and chirstopher??

2004-12-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

wahahahhaz...juz finished watching the stars award...they so bad leis...always pull fann wong and chirstopher lee together...so funny~hehez...anyway...they v teng dui mahs...hahaz..so it does'nt matter...and this has been going on for so many years le...lols...and yeah...i like em to be together!!hehez...and tt time my aunty they all saw em together in e supermarket leis...does it meant to show anything??hehez...i mean frens together in e supermarket to shop for groceries mehs?wierd isn't it??hehez...anyway..haf been slacking the whole day...watching tv loes..hehez...but next week onwards jiu wun be like this liao lahs...start working le mahs...ok lahs...stop here..oh yah..very lazy to type out the bintan trip..hehez...mayb later den i copy linda's de blog..hehez..bye~

takecare my frens~miss ya guys..=P

2004-12-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

read thr luyi's blog...wahs..it's really a long time since we last chated...sad isn't it?
hmm..hope u're fine loes coz u seemed so troubled...anything can call me de...=P to luyi: mayb the rest haf...but i haf not found my darling yet!!hahaz..i realised sth...school is not a place juz to study..it keeps relationships going on too...i mean friendships lahs~..aiyah...wad to do?no choice de...and now..i'm staying at amk..it's even more diff to meet my frens!haiz..come to think of it..i miss my frens lots...!!actually wanna meet ws td de..but u noe wad?he told me to wait for him at cwp...and 8pm in e nite??how can...by the time i reached hm...duno wad time liao~..den i haven pack my clothes for e bintan trip mah...so i told him on sat loe..hahaz..and guess wad he told me?he wanna dye his hair dark blue or purple...wahhaha!wierdo..so weird leis...everyone is like dying to dye their hair...for waD?hahaz..i dun wanna dye man...black is a good colour!!hehez...i think i going to slp soon...juz nw while i was working..i kept on yawning man...i wun do this again..it's so rude!!!luckily i'm not going to work until next week..coz iris not going to work tml and the day after...if she's not here..it means tt i dun haf much things to do...and if i duno anything abt tt tally thinggy...ask hu?hahaz..and i haf to do all those filing...not tt i dun lk filing..but e place i'm sitting..is damn bloody cold..hahaz..so i prefer to go to iris's rm..which is not as cold as outside..ok lahs..going off le...tml haf to get up early somemore...tc~will blog when i come back~

=P

2004-12-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

woO...so long nv blog liao...lazy!!!hehez...ytd i went to pasir ris myself lei...!!clever rite??hehez...anyway...went den to haf bbq...wif georgina and her frens,andrea etc...hahaz...quite fun though...actually e feeling was damn awkard loes....duno wad to tok abt...den georgina kept trying to tok to us..haha...yeah..and after a while..we begin to tok..i realise tt we clicked...hahaz...we haf many things in common...like ronald...jiawei...jay...and afraid of cockroaches...hahaz...and yeah...met a super humourous person there..his name is call mickey..wierd name hor?he's georgina's uncle...same age and same class...haha...he super lame de...and always got bullied by us..hehez...and he kept saying duno wad optical 88...lols...

today did nth much...went 2 e salon in e afternoon...linda highlighted her hair...effect not bad lahs...and our hse got another chao ah lian..hahaz...oh yah..juz tok to jiawei...and u noe wad...she asked hu if i noe her...ahahhaz...i guess it's not her loes...it must be lao ronald!!hahaz...ok lahs..goign off le...haf to work tml...=P

interesting?

2004-11-30T22:09:00.000+08:00

heez...e bbq is not cancelled...juz tt e two stars will not be going...anyway...it's beta to keep a distance fr em loe...fans are still fans...idols and fans can nv be friends...juz lk water and oil..they can't be mixed..yeahs...ytd me..andrea..georgina and yanqing were toking on e fone..andrea and i were so scared ttwe kept quiet..becoz georgina and yanqing was lk arguing..becoz ronald left a friendster msg for georgina..saying tt he not goin le..and tt jiawei said she did not noe anything..she knew it..juz tt we ask her not to sae..but tt time when we called him..he said tt he haf to acc. his gf...so we had no choice but to say jiawei agree to go...but i think when he asked her..jiawei acted blur..becoz she promised us..hahas...aiyah..it's kinda of complicating...dun wanna sae le...wadeva it is...i'm still going to e bbq...anyone interested?hahaz..

ok...today is e second day...hmm..i used tt tally thinggy..at first i was totally freak out by e system..hahaz...but after sometime..got use to it..but u noe wad..when i used it e second time...sth happen..hahaz...i asked iris abt e levy thinggy...but..vOom...all gone..haha...she press sth..den all cleared..but i was'nt angry though..haha..she asked...did u save?and i said...no...haha...den both of us were laughing..nvm lahs...will do it again tml..today my mind abit slow loe..florence asked me to do sth so simple..but i could'nt understand wad she was toking..and after some HOURs...i finally understoond wad she was trying to ask me to do..haha...den after tt...so relax..i was cutting some papers...it was e timetable for e workers..and den after tt...iris asked me to write out e names of e 11 foreign workers...and uncle ricky came in...and he said...wad u doin?choosing husband isit?haha..den tt iris..she said...yeah...got 11 for her to choose...haha...i wish i could...lols...mad~ bangladeshi leis...i dun wan!!haha...it's fun workin there lahs...and tt man who kept quiet the whole day ytd finally talked..haha...okk...end here le....kinda of boring to read wad i'm typing..hahaz...

oh yah...juz now andrea asked an interesting qns..wad will you do if u're left wif only 30 mins to live?my ans was..i will wan to end my live faster...haha..

2004-11-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

omg..!!i can't believe my eyes...liverpool actually won arsenal??hahaz...goodbye arsenal...lols...okk...i think i'm being sarcastic here...but who ask wenger always picked on rvn?hehez...wadeva...haha...now...arsenal has been beaten twice...and i'm sure tt their morale will be lower den ever...so man u..buck up!!

hahaz..enuff of soccer..but to serious work...hmm..today was quite okay though...learn quite a few things..hahaz...learnt how to operate e photocopier machine...i scared i will damage e whole thing...and thus..i willbe a burden to em..hopefully i wun..hahaz..coz usually in e drama series...a person will jam tt machine..and everyone canot use it..hahaz...i oso meet some nice colleagues..iris is e first one i spoke to..hahaz...of coz..duh~..i'm sharing a rm wif her...coz e office damn small..haha...i haf to move here move there to do my things...another person is florence...i expect her to b those v hao lian de ppl..but she proves me wrong..hahaz...she's actually a nice person lah...but i still kinda scared of her..haha..duno y..lols...and yeah...at 6pm...they were actually having meeting..and i was left in iris's rm..haha..i was looking forward to go hm...but no one ask me to go...so i remained there..hehez...den a kind soul came along..haha..she's wendy..i think she's not a local bahs..fr e way she speaks..but hell...!! she's so friendly..hahaz..she and another guy(i still duno his name yet!)...kept asking me if i noe my way hm..haha..thnx guys!

actually...i'm kindaworried tt i'll mess things up..this will make iris more "crazy"..hahaz..she's really like wad gina said...haha..whenever got ppl wana take their wages...she will like...where i put? y i can't find it? haha..and i noticed sth..she always 'chek' chek' 'chek' de...hahaz...and i think i'm gona be like her soon..lols~

anyway...e bbq thing may b cancelled...haiz...

i hate titles!!!=P

2004-11-28T17:14:00.000+08:00

hoho...tml is my first day of work leis...and today marks the end of my slacking life..hehez...it's good though..i can't possibly stay at hm and do nth rite?yeah...and juz nw siew ee called me...hehez..she told me tt ah lau told her he went to serach for jobs wuf jiajun...and wad did he told me??he told me he went wif syafiq...crazy fellow...always bluff me de...hahaz...anyway..if time permits me..i will go down to taka and take a look at him...see how he make e bubble tea..hahahz...actually..i miss 4e2~ but i noe tt everything must haf an end to it..if not...there will not be any new beginning...yeah..and i rmbed sth..fr i show tt i watched..it said tt when u lose sth...dun be sad...instead...be happy...coz u will definitely haf sth new and much beta den e old one...meaning isn't it??

anyway...went to mustafa ytd...oOoO...lots of ppl man...indians...chinese...malays...haha...racial interaction?social cohesion?hahaz...rubbish..lols...study too much s.s le..ytd i was'nt tt happy loes...but it's beta to be left unsaid...yeah...tok to georgina and another girl...called andrea..hahaz..quite fun though...all sorts or stupid and rubbish we had...hahaz...wad lao ronald...all this..haha...and yah...tonight we're gona call him..or rather..it's me...haha...i duno wad will i said man...scarely i keep quiet..hehez..but no matter wad...i haf to tok...so tt we can haf conf...=P..jiawei has msn le..wooOo...but...nv have a chance to tok to her..haha...so many ppl toking to her...and when ever we invite her...she leave e concersation de leis...duno y..hahaz...and she's having a competion next next week...and there's live!!!haha...there's a match on sun...not sure if she has a match on tt day...there's another one on mon...OoOO..can't watch..working!!haha..nvm loes...i will ask one of my cousins to msg me e score...hehez..

oOooO

2004-11-26T13:54:00.000+08:00

gRrR...get up so early today..i'm soOoO tired~ anyway...juz nw i wanted to go to suntec de...but...aiyah...suan liao lahs...mayb next time loes....=P abit sian loes...haiz...anyway...i've agreed to work at clement's uncle de office loes...hope i can make it bahs...dun wanna disappoint em...starting work on mon le...no mood to blog liao...hahaz...mayb some other days den i blog again...bye~

haha!!

2004-11-24T02:59:00.000+08:00

wahs...i was so happy and excited now..i myself could not believe it..i was actually chatting wif li jia wei..wahahahaz...so happy..i many ppl will not believe it..at first...i dun believe too..but after sometime..i believe tt it's her...hahaz..she's so friendly..no airs at all...omG~ it's as though i'm dreaming..hahaz..at first..when i tok..she did not reply...coz alot of ppl at e tagboard mahs..den she said she going off le...but after awhile..she came back..hahaz..coz she can't bear to leave us..heez..sweet rite?..she's at ronald's place..hahaz..he asked her to leave le..but she dunch wan..and continued chatting wif us..hahaz..and she went home alone..while he's slping..anyway..i made 2 new frens...gerogina and yanqing..nice ppl they are..hahaz..ok..i'm going to bed le...head to blank to watch soccer..hahaz..cya~

tiTLe-LeSs.

2004-11-21T13:53:00.000+08:00

haha...i did say tt i'll update my blog on fri nite rite...but...heez..i was lazy...anyway...tt day i got no mood to update oso loes..

ok...tt day..ie on fri...i finished my O's...yEah~....it was like finally loes...after so many days of struggling...i tore my entry proof away le..haha..so shiok...

however...tt day was a sad one too...i left my guardian's place...i stayed wif em for almost 16 yrs le..haiz...sad loes...other den sad...i duno wad to say....da jie called me tt day...she tot tt i was not sad...but in fact...i was very very sad...and i kept quiet...afraid tt i will cry out...haiz...u noe wad..i cried for several days le...juz tt no one knew it...anyway..i hate ppl to see me cry...

wadever it is...i'm trying to look for a job now...ytd walked 3 shopping centres...walked till my leg so pain...later going for interview...not really interested in tt lahs..hahas....=P gtg liao...bye~

i hAte tOurIsM!!!

2004-11-17T10:49:00.000+08:00

tHe geo paper was RUBBISH!!!totally atrocious!!!haiz...sian loes!!!tourism which was surposingly the easiest chapter..and oso the chapter tt i score...but yet...today...it is the part tt i will flunk...the qns was lk..how did the development of the infrasture and accessibilty conrtibute to the success of sg's tourism economy...wad the hell...8 or 9 marks somemore...hais...atrocious is the only word i can said...anyway...i tot abt it liao loes..no jc for me...coz i gona fail my humanities...later i will be taking phy...which i think...the outcome will probably be similar to geo..therefore...poly life is a beta choice loe...anyway...i can also enter e u..provided tt i work hard...yeah...tt's it..gonna go offline le...study phy..hope tt i can at least get a c6 loes..really no hope in phy...yeah...a bad begining for me...so i dun ask for much....a c6..and i will be glad...contented...

iT's mE!!

2004-11-14T20:11:00.000+08:00

hahas...did'nt i said tt i wun be updating till fri...but here i am...hees...yeahs...juz finished watching huan zhu ge ge...again....i've been crying for abt half an hour..haha..nth sad de i oso cry...mayb too long nv watch such shows le...tt's y abit emotional...ie xin li bu ping heng..hahas...quite a nice show though..intend to show another time bahs...(i watched it before =] ) ..tonite got soccer...but i can't watch...arGgggGG...hope man u can win loes...they have'nt been performing in e EPL...wish them all e best!

btw...in e morning..i was reading e newspaper...yeahs...and i read sth saddening...one of my schoolmates 's bro..(rahil) is in the hospital now...he's been knocked down by a 60 year old driver...at the predestian crossing...isn't it ridiculous..?hais...he's lk only 10 years old...the future is still bright ahead of him...yet...he is now in e hospital...in critical condition...today is suppose to be a new year for e muslims...but...they are spending in e hospital..sad isn't it..? hope tt he will regain conscious soon...really do...hope all e gods will help him to pull thr...

rahil...though u wun be seeing this..i juz wana tell u tt u must be strong ok...no matter wad happens..i noe it's quite impossible to be not sad and not worried...but u must take care of yourself..

to all e muslims..selamat hari raya!

aRrRR...tirEd!!

2004-11-14T02:03:00.000+08:00

my eyes are so tired man...haha...juz nw thought of wad to blog le...but suddenly...duno wad to type...hmm...yeah...studied geo the whole day...anyway..i jux wana say..phy sucks!gRr...simply dun understand those stupid concepts...wad magnetic fields...induced currents...all rubbish...!!y must tt Fleming..Lenz duno who...go and find all these things...make us so pathetic...haf to learn all these things....which is totally beyond our imagination...hais..hope tt i can make thr loes...my phy really no hope de..hahas..if i am able to enter jc...i WUN take phy...!!how i which mdm gan is still teaching us..mayb she teach..i still wun hate it so much...but ever since mr yeo took over...yeah...juz dun bother and duno wad he toking..hahas...u noe wad...i think tt males are not cut out to be a teacher...dun u think so..?hahas..mayb i prejudiced against em..hahas..but no one has yet to prove tt a male can teach well!haha...im goin off le...i'll will after friday...heex...last day of exams...yeahs...and my bro bdae...haven buy any thing for him yet..hahas...and oso...enjoy myself...!!bye!!

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2004-11-05T13:29:00.000+08:00

long time nv blog liaos...hmm...finished my chi paper...english...social studies..maths paper 1...and amaths paper 1..happy to complete so many paper le..hahas...but the sad thing is...i haf no confidence in doin well...esp in maths...both maths..haiz...emaths was alright though...made a few careless mistake..hahas...no choice...who ask me to haf such stupid brain...yeah...amaths...sian loes...i got the ans...but..no confident of it...coz e ans looks kinda of wierd...hahas...aiyah...dun care liao...juz two more weeks to e end...tt's it..hahas...but!!..If..IF...i do badly...i think i will take again next yr...anyway...i dun think i can get As for maths...despite those nights tt i worked really hard...nvm...juz do well for e rest of e papers...and wait for e bloody results..hahas...

sTupiD!!!!

2004-10-22T21:12:00.001+08:00

hais...no mood to study liao lahs...i got a bad feeling tt on sun...the match btw man u and arsenal...is not going to turn out right...GrRRrrRR!!y lk tt de...damn suai de leis...hais...yeahs..wana tok abt chem pract...basically...one word...it sucks!!!i spent almost 1hr to finish my titration loes...which usually take me abt 30 mins???i duno wad's wrong wif me lahs...my hand keep shaking..and my mind was blank...luckily...tt one hr was not wasted...at least i got e ans correct...but QA...dun think i did well loes...coz e observations...i juz write wad i saw..yeahs...tt's terrible...!!and oh yah...tt teacher...walk so slow...waste my precious time...ask her to gif wif reagent...she took distilled water for me...siao de leis...shld pay me back 10 mins loes...for walking so damn slow...and yeah...she accused mrs chew...for helping serene...she's totally out of her mind!!!taking conical flask is considered cheating her????take conical flask 4 ppl must ask 4 her permission???who does she think she is???ppl already said wad she wanted..but she's looking at some other things...how can such things happen???wah lao...a lousy week!!!

WTH!!!!!!!

2004-10-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

wah laos!!!another disappointing day!!!!how can maia be OUT of singapore idol????sporeans are blind!!!they definitely did not vote for talent!!chris can't sing well....but...he's in...maia can sing...y is she out???it's unfair!!!yeah...i noe e world is unfair....but....hais...suan liao lahs...anyway...like wad paullyn said...she has talent...dun need singapore idol to be famous...hope got company find her to cut album bahs...if she cuts an album...i'll definitely buy!!!110%...anyway...wish her good luck in her singing career!!dun gif up maia!!jia you!!=P

wTh!!!

2004-10-20T15:34:00.000+08:00

wah lao...my com got tt stupid virus!!duno wad lahs...now still scanning...shit man...haiz...who e hell who start all these stupid things??nothing beta to do!!

anyway...tml having chem prac...scared...afraid tt i wun be able to test the gases and things..hahax...wish me gd luck!hehex....yeah...and all who taking e paper tml..jia you!!

another day gone....

2004-10-18T18:58:00.000+08:00

noisy is one of e excuse i use to be lazy..hahax...but juz nw really very noisy...canot concentrate leis...hahas...but online...so nothing to do...bUt...it's much beta den studying all day...u noe wad..i think my mind is sound...going haywire liao...hahas..there's one day...probably last week..when i waked up fr my afternoon nap...i pack my table...becoz royston and anadier having tuition...den ytd..i left my $10 note on e table...and i actually tot tt it was a piece a paper...i wanted to throw it into the bin..when my aunty saw and stop me..haha...funny rite??lols...den today...it s mon...and they haf tuiton on tues an thurs...but i asked em if they havin tuition..hahas...mad!~~~ mad on this kind on thing is alright lahs...but canot be mad during O's...hahas...here's wad i hope and must get!!

eng-b4
e-maths-a1
chi-a1
a-maths-b3
chem-a2
phy-b3
c.h-b3

^_^ jIa yOu!!!

gGGgRRRRR!!

2004-10-17T19:57:00.000+08:00

i'M so bOred!!!haf been studyin these few days...day to night...night to day..hahas...i can't concentrate now...!!juz now did amaths...only manage to complete 1 chapter...haiz...si bai rite...weihong finish science le...me...juz starting nia...duno hw...aiyah...so fan!!!try to concentrate!!buck up!!

for the first time...evg rules...hahaz...

2004-10-13T16:11:00.000+08:00

jUz came back fr sch...we juz had e graduation ceremony...though its simple...i do appreciate it...at first...dun really haf tt kind of feelings--sadness...but soon..i felt it...everything juz flash thr my mind...time really flies...four yrs ago...we juz stepped into evg...now...we're leaving...though we often complaint abt e sch and things lk tt...but i can't bear to leave...evg brought me lots of memories...brought me friends...come thinking of it...we will soon lost touch...kinda of sad isn't it?haiz...when we were singing the sch song...i nearly cried..coz it may be e last time we will be singing it...dun really haf another chance to sing it...shook hands wif mrs koh and teachers and friends...haiz...y must things end...?y can't it juz continue...is it only tt things must end...so tt life can continue..?i hope tt even we left evg..we will still be in contact...i know tt i will miss my sec sch life lots...miss my class(3/4e2)...miss my teachers...esp mrs kong...ms see...mrs chew...mr lee...miss my friends...miss those times tt we spent together...miss those jokes tt we shared...anyway..i told siew ee tt on e day we get our results...i'll call her...to meet in e same jc..hahaz...innova??..hahaz...duno lahs...hope to get in jc bahs..if can...coz i now tt if i go to poly...i will definitely be confuse on which course to take..coz i'm a indecisive person...juz lk ytd..i tok on e phone wif siew ee for half an hour...juz to decide on whether we will attend eng lessons...hahaz...duno when can i be more decisive...go mugging now...cya...

aSpirE anD acHieVe!! =P

iS iT tRue tT eaCh anD eVeryonE oF uS has tAlenT..??

2004-10-09T22:49:00.000+08:00

hMm...juz nw..i was chating wif this p6 gal...name crystal...she added me fr jiawei's webby de tagboard..yeah..she said she's stupid..and i actually told her...god created everyone such tt each has his/her own talent..hahaz...den she asked me...do u haf any talent..and it hit me...tt i dun haf any...(she's actually a smart lad...taking hmt de!!)..haiz..till now...for almost 16 yrs...i haf not discover mine yet...will i b a failure in future??..who noes...yeah...i still rmb wad e fortune teller said...i'll be a leader...which i dun think it's true...i can't lead...i noe i lack e ability...and e brain as well...ok..im a ne ambassador...but..so what..?i'm afraid to gif a speech in front of people...i get really nervous when i'm presenting sth...even to my class..juz duno e reason...look at my cousins...i think they haf talents...gina...her studies is excellent...linda..she has music talent...she really has..peng siang..he's good in sports...yeah..wad abt me..?i haf none...im neither good in sports...studies..nor music......

anyway...i noe u'll be looking at my blog..=P thnz for e money loes..i dun really need it now u noe...if u need...can get fr me yeah...

anyway..if i get my first pay(will be working soon after O's..though i haf nt found any job yet..heez..)..i will gif u a treat...gan dong mahs..hahaz...yeah...i really owe lots of people..(ren qing zhai)...i wun forget u people de...promise...going off nw...off to mug those wondErful boOk..hahaz..

haPpY cHilDrEn's dAY~

2004-10-02T10:49:00.000+08:00

hApPy cHildRen's dAy~~!!(foR yTd)heez...though im no longer a child..haha...nvm..but we got no presents...lols...last yr...ms see and mdm gan gave us sweets and chocolate...but this yr dun haf..haha...but it's alright..=P
hMm...went to cwp wif the seven of em..haha...a miracle rite...long time nv go out le...and we even took neoprints..heez..quite happy loes...coz next time duno still will haf e chance mah..heez..
anyway..i found out sth v saddening loes...one of my pri sch classmates left us..haiz...i dun even noe...until td...anyway...rest in peace k...

hMm..

2004-09-28T11:39:00.000+08:00

nothing seems to go rite these few days...or rather...months...sun...my mum told me sth which i dun lk to hear...my bro cry lk hell...not wanting to go back to amk...haiz..hw to concentrate???..td amaths paper...haiz...duno can get above 20 not...totally sucks loes...begin to worry for my amaths liao...haiz....

anyway...juz nw went to e lib to return the books..hahaz...td id e last day mah..no choice...lols..so me an siew ee walk to cwp..yeah..on e way back...it was so much fun!!..hahaz...we tok abt li jia wei and ronald susilo..heez...we even help em to name their chidren...lols..lin yu wei..lin jia feng...lin li...and 1 more i forgot le..hahaz...nice names ritE..?lols..yeah...tok abt all these...make me forget all my probs..hahaz..this made me happy..=Pp

a waR..or a PracticAL..?

2004-09-17T15:46:00.000+08:00

hahaz...today's practical quite chen gong lahs...although i burnt my hand...hahaz..oh yah...u noe wad...during practical right...it was as though a war is going on..hahaz...e reagents were everywhere on e bench...my group de..yanting break a test tube...e other grp..worse loes..haha...kok loong break e pippette into TWO...!!hahaz...can u imagine it...lols...duno hw he did it..he got cut and was bleedin...hahaz..but he did'nt noe...lols..wierdo..lols...den felicia spilt her potassium dichromate onto e floor...den duno whose de burette spoilt..lols..4e2 indeed...heez...mdm tan was lk scoldin us....y u on ur bunsen burner when u're nt using it...y u nv close the air hole when u're nt usin...wad u if u burn urself..burn ur paper...lols...practically...i was laughing loes...really...hahaz...so funny..e whole room was in a bIG BIG MEsS! i overheard em saying.."so messy...this is the first time i saw ppl do practical do until lk tt.."..hahaz...who cares so much rite?..to keep e bench clean and neat..?where got time sia...finish titrating le..of coz throw everything on e table lahs..hahaz...must do everything finish first den pack mahs..haha..but wad mdm tan said oso got reason lah....wad if my paper gena burn to ash..haha..gona send those ash for e cambridge to mark..lols...anyway..end here...=P

bad month after all...

2004-09-13T15:02:00.000+08:00

haiz...duno y...recently...v bad luck de loes...support wad...all lose de...support susilo...he lose...support jiawei..she oso lose..suppport man u...draw...support maia...she nv get into top ten...ytd..support red team...lose oso...omg...y lk tt sia..?so suay mehs?next time i not gona support anyone..hahaz...will bring em bad luck de...

and today...e practical sUck!!duno y lahs..refractive index oso can rmb wrongly..haiz...suay suay suay!!hope evrything will go well during chem practical...esp QA...end here...no mood to type oso..

may they rest in peace...(F)

2004-09-05T13:03:00.000+08:00

heez..long time no blog le...are'nt i always lk tt...lols..jokes side..nw serious matter..ytd heard some news of e russian...felt so pityful for em...they're juz innocent ppl...y can't they left em alone..?when is all this stupid things gonna end..?how many more lives are they gonna take..?y can't they juz let this ppl alone...and haf world peace..?are they gonna kill every person then they will b happy...?i'm sure tt many ppl detest em to e core...haiz..felt so sorry for em...

now...shall we pray in for em..?may they rest in peace...

anyway...i wish for world peace...i wan world peace!!..stop all this terrorist things...!when are these things gonna end..?...

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2004-08-29T20:29:00.000+08:00

haiz...feeling so down right now....after e o's..i gonna work...work work work....!!!i wan to earn as much money as i can...to support myself..an my studies...i dun wanna depend on anyone..the feeling is sickening...to depend on someone...it's as though i got no backbone lk tt...i hate it...but no choice...aspire to be independent...!!!haiz...dun wanna type more...

hEez

2004-08-24T16:30:00.000+08:00

i found myself two new idols...wahahahz....RONALD SUSILO and LI JIA WEI!!!wahahhaz....i'm damn crazy abt em loes....duno y..they are compatible....really are...hahaz...susilo is handsome at certain views....jia wei too...hahaz...i found a website on e net...abt jiawei de...hahaz...i'm really lk a siao zha bo...coz in my class..i think most ppl noe i lk em...i even said tt in year 2008...i will go to beijing an support em...hahaz....an u noe wad...i even thought of workin in the toa payoh sports hall..do wad oso can...can catch a glimspe of em jiu can le...wahahahz...both of em played well in e athens...keep up e good work guys!!jia you!!shall end here le...hope tt i will dream abt em...wahahaz...

hAiz...nOt a day fOr sIngAporEans!!

2004-08-21T20:09:00.000+08:00

firstly...i must said that li jia wei gave her very best...it's juz a matter of luck..lady luck is juz not smiling upon her....no one doubts her ability to win tt north korea woman...i think that she's too tensed up...mayb too pressurised?..haiz...so sad....not that she did not perform well...juz that..haiz..."so near yet so far"..i finally understood what this means..she was leading 3-1...beat tt woman 11-0...and yet...she lose...she must be feeling a thousand times worse off den what i'm feeling now...anyway..i hope tt she will win tml's match..."i sure u can do it...keep up e gd work!!jia you!!show e true singapore spirit!!"..this is wad i wanna said to her..heez...all the best!!

moody..

2004-08-14T13:38:00.000+08:00

haiz...feel kinda of moody...most probably is mood swing mahs...not in e mood for evrything...anyway...i miss my dog~~~coOkiE!!hmm..hopes he's well an happy wif his new owner bahs...i only look after him for abt 3mths...but losing him is really sad loes...who does'nt feel sad rite..?some ppl juz won't understand e pain...hahaz..there's once when it thought of nt wanting animals anymore...coz when it leaves u...the pain can kill u...esp some old folks..when they pet dies...not long after...they will die too...is there any pet tt can live longer den human?..hahaz..i'm selfish huh?lols..budden..i said b4..if i haf e capability to haf dogs...i will...100%..hahaz...oh yah...there's a website for adoption of pets..http://sg.classifieds.yahoo.com/?intl=sg..shall end here le...cya...=P

Sianz...

2004-08-13T16:27:00.000+08:00

heex...duno how many weeks nv blog le...suddenly felt lk blogging..tt's y i'm here.. :P hmm...ytd i went to e library to study...amaths an chem...but did'nt do much..more of tokin though..hahaz...tt ah lau loes...he wana us to teach him chem...tt's y we went to e library...anyway...we were repaid lahs..hahaz...he treat me an siew ee old chang kee..hahaz...not too bad afterall rite...i ordered poh biang..an siew ee..a curry puff..hahaz...shall treat him one of these days...but duno when..hahaz...anyway..he's a well-known lamer in our class..aka the minister of entertainment of the lamer society..hahaz...wu liao rite...duno hw he came up wif such name...anyway...there's still approximately 80 days to o lvl...haiz...duno wad to revise oso..hahaz...oh yah...got a b3 for mother tongue...hmm..i think i'm gona retake e dec paper...must work hard for an a2 at least...jia you!! =P

:P

2004-07-30T21:03:00.000+08:00

heEz..long long time nv blog le wors...so sorry..heez..hMm...i look cheerful rite..?hahaz..but deep inside...i'm not lahs...but i'm not gonna sae out loes..=P noe it myself jiu hao...wad to do...will try to cheer myself up de...luckily...i still got my classmates..hahaz..lk ah lau this kind...sae all those lame things to make me..as well as e whole class...laugh..hahaz...last yr liaoz...must treasure the time together...last yr only mix wif hs they all..but this yr..much more beta le..hahaz...still got tok to bernice...wanyi..luwen they all...still not bad loes....hahaz...all thanks to ms haslina..=P last time still dun lk her de..hahaz...now she maternity leave liaoz...i kinda of miss her...wahahaz..wadeva it is...treasure wad u haf now...=P

hEex..

2004-07-18T15:26:00.000+08:00

hEez...abt one week nv blog le...really no time lahs...if got time..i will be slping de...duno y leis..been v sleepy an tired evryday...in fact..evryone in my class too...all look v tired...den got panda eyes..hahaz...all so hardworkin liaoz...haiz...when will all these end..?really sick an tired leis...budden...must haf perserverance... otherwise...all hard work will go down to e drain le...hahaz...though nt much of hard work.. :p

enuff of those boring stuffs...lets tok abt some other things..hmm...shall tok abt trust bahs...this word "trust"...is it really impt??...yeah...it's impt...btw frens....there must be trust...if not...how are we gona be frens rite..?if u dun believe em...an u pretend to trust em...den dun be frens wif em..it's nt gonna work out well de...haiz..wadeva...hahaz....i will not be bothered wif this kinda of things...go an do my chem le...tC``!

nTh..

2004-07-12T15:27:00.000+08:00

heez...sorry wors....long time nv blog le...kinda busy...yeah...an lazy...hahaz...actually nth really happen these few days....only feeling v sian loes...study syudy an still study...tired of studyin leis....oh yah...ytd...was so fed up wif wif bro loes...always keep his hmwk till the last min den do...my mum worse loes....wanna help him do....next time lk tt...im nt gonna teach him liao loes...where can lk tt de...help him do work...will hai him only loes...haiz...suan liaoz....i dun wanna care abt all these....gonna study hard an pass my o lvls loes..of coz wif gd grades lahs..hahaz...shall end here le...:p

nOthinG sPeciaL..

2004-06-30T19:28:00.000+08:00

hmm...tot i was late for sch today...coz my fone kept on ringing...but i din wake up...lols...actually...it was juz tt my hp no batt le...stupid rite?...den i suddenly jump up...den see e clock...3 am only...sian diao loes...after tt...tired to slp back le...den as usual loes...wake up...go sch...hmmz...haf many subjects today...eng...s.s...amaths...chem...phy...mt....eng was e best...hehez...mr ratish rulez leis...he damn funny de...his actions...lols...s.s oso quite gd loes...mdm kartini...canot afford to fall asleep..coz her voice soft soft soft...sudenly LouD de...xia si ren de leis...but any...she's good bahs...den chem...still abit blur loes...budden after one of my classmates explain to me...abit clearer le...but still nt sure...lols..phy...wahs...i slept in class...lols..but only 4 5 mins lahs...but when i slpin...i still listen to teacher tokin de...hahaz..nw at least can understand le...last sememster...duno wad i learnt oso...hahax....mt...we did listening compre loes...alright lahs...bt i dun really lk it...coz i always canot decide which is e ans!!!hahaz...anyway...gtg liaoz...haf to complete my eng...lols...:p

fOr tUEs...

2004-06-30T19:23:00.000+08:00

haaz...getting lazier and lazier to blog le...hmm...went hm straight after sch...hahaz...gd gal rite...heez...bath...den eat lunch....read abit of chem...den i ZzzzZZZ le..lols...fr 4+ to 8+..hahaz...dun y so tired loes....once i lie down on e bed...jiu slp liaoz...hahaz...after tt...wake up le...jiu eat dinner loes...den do hmwk...do till 12+...hahaz...end here liaoz...dun wanna type any more...=P

ha|z...

2004-06-28T16:27:00.000+08:00

hmm...starting of sch is quite ok loes...the normal procedure....we haf a new form teacher le...she's mrs chew...!!lols...good leis...den ms haslina an mr lee...become our aft...den mrs lim promoted to our new vp..we got 2 vp leis...wahahhaz...special seh...lols...did maths juz nw...wahs...my brain is dead...real dead...hahaz...can't even do a simple sum...sure die de...o lvl...haiz...wad if i fail...eng...maths...can't enter jc or poly...ite oso dun wan me...how how how..???

Haiz...first day of sch jiu lk tt le...so sian loes!!!the oral...i screw it up....haiz...hope mr J.Tan gif me a pass jiu hao le...haiz...so sian....end here...

b|og for sUndAy..

2004-06-28T16:15:00.000+08:00

lols...it seems tt me living one day behind...always blog one day later de...hahaz...anyway...woke up at 1.30...hahaz...whole body pain sia...lk old woman lk tt...hahaz...hand pain..leg pain..lols...though still v tired...but i noe i must wake up...hahaz...if nt late le...no time to do hmwk le...after tt...wash up le go eat...den come back wdls wif my mum...aunty...bro...an two cousins...raymond an huiling...bought a bag a water bottle...hahaz...actually wanna buy for linda de...in e end i buy for myself...lols...hmmz...den after tt jiu go back piang hmwk liaoz...piang ss...hahaz...at least i complete it...not too bad...but i do until 1 am...lols...li hai leis...den i decided to leave the last qns for tml...=P when i lie down on e bed...canot slp sia..duno y...den turn here turn there...till 2 +...hahaz...anyway...end here le...:p

b|og for saT..

2004-06-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

heez....i'm too tired to blog ytd le...hahaz...tt's y i'm bloggin td...=P hmm...woke up at 6.30 leis...early rite...?ke lianx hor...hahaz...an i slp at 3 ytd...can't slp sia...duno y...lols...lucky i can wake up lahs...haha...den went to jane's church loes...played some games...hahaz...quite interestin...den after tt went to sentosa le..wahs...quite fun leis...i did'nt noe tt i duno so much abt sentosa...wad old man's tree....ficus tree...hahaz...learnt quite alot of things loes...nw i noe tt singapore's first cocktail le...singaporesling...hahaz...hmm...run e whole day sia...tired!!!anyway...had a great time there...thnz my frens...luyi...chin...jane...jessica...choo min...lols...

after tt...chin an luyi came to my block downstairs...hahaz...for linda's bbq...ate some loes...den play a little of badminton...den rain...lols...went to seat at tt "small house"..quite fun lahs...hahaz...after a while...luyi parents come pick em up...and my aunt happen to see tt luyi's mum is her fren...lols..so qiao rite...the world is small...yeah..heez...hahaz...oh ya...still haven buy present for linda...wahhahaz...sorry hors...if u see this...next week den i gif u or wad loes....:P

ha|z...

2004-06-25T15:29:00.000+08:00

england lose!!!very disappointing sia...they canot enter e quarter finals le...haiz...beckham...so good at corners and free kick....budden penalty...can't score...vasell oso...haiz...they must haf been eating lots of chicken legs...lols...tt's y they can't score...hahaz...anyway...tt's an exciting match loes...an they really put in alot of effort...so...try ya best next time engLAnD!!becoz of this match...i ard 6plus den slp sia...together wif my cousin...lols...my bro...worse sia...he was slpin when e match is on...den when we shouted GOAL!! he sit up...lk jiang shi lk tt...hahaz...so all of us kept on tokin loes...an we sang e national anthem too...lols...love singapore too much le...whahahahz...anyway...me ard 2plus jiu wake up le..again...phone calls...hahaz...budden it's alright lahs...coz later tonite can't slp..den i die leis...so at e mean time...waiting for my mum to bur food come back...=X

oh yeah...tml goin to sentosa...budden...haf to wake up sOooO early sia...den i canot watch soccer liaos...hahaz..tot of watching...den straight away go meet em..hahaz...crazy rite..later i go there an slp jiu you...another thing..tml we celebrating linda's 16 th bdae...but her actual one is on 28th...suai sia..lols...1st day of sch...hahaz...haven bought her anything yet...maybe go sentosa buy tt merlion de souvenir gif her...wahahhas...anyway...type alot le...tml den blog again bahs...bye~~!!

2004-06-25T14:44:00.000+08:00

lOlz....sorRy sOrRy...did'nt blog on thursday...so here's e blog...heez...hmm...on thurs...wake up at 3 bahs...coz my aunt called us...yeah...den we(mE aNd LinDa..) wake up loes...watched soccer...heez...holland won!!!after we woke up...we meet her sis and two of our cousins...(gInA aNd rAymoNd) go eat breakfast + lunch + high tEa...lols...use to it liaos...always so late eat...=P den after tt we went to my aunt hse to play badminton...tired sia...too long nv exercise le...sch re-open duno hw to run le...lols...after tt..went up to my aunt's hse to haf dinner...den go pray...den go home~..lols...wad a boring day rite..? haha...no choice..e rest of the day...jiu shi watching tv le... :p

toPiC-leSs..

2004-06-23T20:15:00.000+08:00

everything thing has it's first time...so..haha...this is the first time i'm blogging...=P actually..i don't know anything at all...so i'm picking up things as i go along...since this is the first blog...i'll try to make it short bahs..hmmx....every now and then...i'll try to blog bahs..hope tt i won't get tired of it...heez...i'll end here today...=P